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Wednesday, May 26, 2010


To make a short story even shorter: Rejection sucks...

Last night I asked the boy if he was ready to be exclusive...his response: "I don't know about the whole boyfriend/girlfriend thing...then I have to do shit with you."

Ouch...rejection is a bitch. At least I know now. I'm hurt, but it's better that I know how he really feels now, compared to 6 months from now. When I'd most likley be in love with him and it would be much more painful.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

This Dating Business

I realize that I am so clueless when it comes to dating. I don't know if it's too much or not enough. This is on everything- talking, seeing each other, sex...I love talking to him- he is sweet and makes me laugh. When a guy calls me princess, pee pod (best name for me since I pee every 10 min), or pumpkin pie, why wouldn't I want to talk to him all the time right? I have fun being around him, and I'm comfortable around him. His face is so nice to look at: perfect eye brows and his lashes look like they are perfectly curled, and he has the best smile. His body is also a treat to look at...and the sex...well hehehe- it's amazing!!!

I think that it's so much easier to give advise to other people about dating v actually going through it. Or if you look back at past relationships -it always so clear after the fact.

I have been dating CLP for a little over a month now; currently my condo is full of stuff: ok so just clothes and personal hygiene products. Part of me loves it- part of me is going crazy. Thinking - WTFISH you can't move in here...I barely know you. I don't even know if I can fully trust you yet...

Side note: no he is not moving in- been there done that. I have a new rule, unless we are engaged or married, I'm not planning on living with you- if either one of us was in financial crisis I would possibly consider.
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