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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Can't Sleep

I have been laying in bed for an hour just trying to fall asleep and I can't. I have so much on my mind right now. I just want to scream. It is crazy where life takes us and what we have to go through. I just wonder when I'll get it right or if I ever will. I guess time will only tell. I'm not really happy with where I am in life. I have an ok job that I hate, and doesn't challenge me- only the people test my patience. I have no clue what I want to do when I grow up, but the problem is that I am sort of already there. I feel like I make stupid decisions on a daily basis, and I really am not showing any signs of betterment for myself. I am listening to crazy angry music - thanks Joshua Lee Jones...I am so angry and it is aiding in my angriness. I feel like i am having a pity party for myself and that is not what I want. "I won't let this build up inside of me." Wow who would of ever thought that I would quote Slipknot.

Sunday, June 8, 2008


I have been trying to keep busy lately. Running around from one place to the next. Always moving helps me to stay sane. I do enjoy my free time, but always being alone drives me crazy- I'm a people person- I need the interaction.

My cousin was married last weekend. I had cousins fly in from AZ for the wedding- I haven't seen them in years, so it was great to be able to see them and hang with them. Time passes so quick, and we have all grown up. When we were younger, and all around here, we would always all hang out. It has been years since all of us have been in the same place....This was @ Dave & Busters...

Cousins @ the wedding....

I have started to go out way more often too....spending way too much $$$ on drinkies...Kristina and I

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