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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

I Survived the Circle of Death

Two weeks ago I decided to sign up for a boot camp class. Summer is just around the corner and I want to look half way descent in a bathing suit.

The first day of class was not so bad, hard for sure, but I thought that I would be able to handle it...

Today HOLY CRAP!!! It was the hardest class ever and this is only week two! Mountian Climbers, Bear Claws, Jumping, Running, Abs, Push ups, The Circle of Death, Windshield Wippers, Jumping Squats, and more...I can barely type it hurts so much!!

BUT...I made it through and I'm so happy I was able to!!!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010


I'm going to NYC...I'm so freaking excited!!!

Saturday, April 24, 2010

What to do

What do you do when you like a guy so much? I hate this feeling...I hate liking a guy more than he likes me. I feel so silly and vulnerable and I hate this feeling. I wish that I was stronger than this, I wish that I could just be cool and not care, but I have so many feelings for him. I hate this...

Starting new things is so hard...the newish is nice and exciting, but really I think that I hate dating, I hate the not knowing. All the rules and boundaries...I don't know what I am doing. My last two relationships were extreme I never saw and the other way to do I know what normal is?

I'm drunk...that is taking a toll on my emotions- but is it weird to anyone else that he dropped me off at home so he could go to his place to pick something up? We have only known each other for 3 weeks, but we have seen each other 3 times plus each week...and I have never been to his place...god I truly hate this right now. I feel like such a girl- I hate this feeling...this insecure bullshit. I'm going drink some more and forget about thinking...

Friday, April 23, 2010

A Fresh Start

I have wanted to blog for a while, but haven't felt comfortable. My blog is for me, my thoughts, feelings, and opinions. I write what I want to write about.

I stopped writting because I felt like I couldn't do that anymore, my blog was found by someone who should have never found it, and questioned why I wrote about what I wrote about. I'm not going to allow anyone to hold me back again...
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